时尚

大家好。

Hi, guys.

欢迎收听《 Anything Goes》第三期。

Welcome to our third episode of Anything Goes.

我是艾玛·钱伯兰。

I'm Emma Chamberlain.

每次说全名我都觉得有点别扭。

I always feel weird saying my full name.

感觉特别不自在，不过我刚说完了，其实也没事。

It's, like, super uncomfortable, but I just did it, and it was fine.

你们最近怎么样？

So how are you all?

希望你们都过得不错。

I hope you guys are doing great.

今天想跟你们聊聊我早上的经历，因为早上过得不太顺。

I'd like to tell you about how my morning was to start out the episode today because I kinda had a rough morning.

我早上第一件事是去看牙医，但今天早起真不容易，因为我昨晚五点半才睡着——不是下午五点半。

I started out my morning by going to the dentist, which waking up early this morning wasn't easy because I went to bed at 05:30PM, not PM.

要是下午五点半睡，那倒挺好。

That would have been great.

我是凌晨五点半才睡的，怎么都睡不着。

I went to bed at 05:30AM because I couldn't fall asleep for the life of me.

在床上躺了六个小时，就是没法入睡。

I laid in bed for six hours and could not fall asleep.

简直太遭罪了。

It was awful.

今天早上起来就去看了牙医，换了新的隐形牙套。

Woke up this morning, went to the dentist, got my Invisalign.

顺便说一下，这可不是Invisalign的广告。

So now I this is not sponsored by Invisalign.

不过要是能赞助就好了。

I wish it was, though.

我戴隐形牙套是因为小时候没戴保持器，而且小时候还戴过牙套。

I got Invisalign because I didn't wear my retainer when I was a child and because I had braces when I was younger.

后来我戴了几年保持器，但之后就不再戴了。

And then, you know, I wore my retainer for a few years, and then I stopped.

结果下面的牙齿开始歪了。

And then my bottom teeth got crooked.

我把下面的牙齿形容成绞肉机。

I describe my bottom teeth as a meat grinder.

它们看起来简直能把任何东西都嚼碎，全都是尖的、乱转的，乱七八糟。

They just look like they could shred just about anything because they're all sharp and turned around and shit.

真讨厌。

Hate it.

于是我就戴了隐形牙套，现在正戴在嘴里。

So got Invisalign, and it's in my mouth right now.

奇怪的是，根本看不出来。

Weirdly enough, you can't tell at all.

刚戴上那会儿，我说话的‘s’音有点怪，但现在听起来完全正常了。

Earlier when I first got it, my s's were a little bit messed up, but now I sound completely normal.

我不确定是不是因为我平时话太多，适应得特别快，可能有点天赋吧。

So I don't know if I'm just, like, super talented because I talk so much that, like, my adjustment time is just shortened.

不过，反正我现在就是这个状态。

But, anyway, so that's where I'm at.

没人关心我的隐形牙套经历，但我还是会跟你们更新进展。

Nobody cares about my Invisalign journey, but I will keep you posted.

真的挺不舒服的。

It is really uncomfortable.

我也不骗你，但至少没影响我说话。

I'm not gonna lie, but it at least isn't affecting my speaking.

这点还挺好的。

So that's great.

好了，咱们正式进入本期内容。

Now let's get into the actual episode.

今天我们要聊时尚，这挺奇怪的，因为有人几次提议这个话题，我一开始觉得，这哪能撑起一整期节目啊。

Today, we're talking about fashion, which is weird because I got a few requests for this topic, and I was like, I don't think I could make a full episode out of this at all.

但后来我和我爸聊了聊，顺便 brainstorm 了一下。

But then I talked about it with my dad and kinda brainstormed.

就随便想想吧。

Was like, low key.

那就干吧。

Let's do it.

所以现在我们在这儿了。

So here we are.

今天我们就来聊聊时尚。

We're gonna be talking about fashion today.

我觉得时尚是我最感兴趣的领域之一，不管我表面上有没有表现出来——毕竟我超爱穿运动套装，就是那种宽松的运动裤配宽松的运动衫，再踩双空军一号。

I think fashion is one of my biggest interests, whether I necessarily show it or not, considering I'm a big fan of sweatsuits, like big baggy sweatpants with a big baggy sweatshirt and Air Force Ones.

我就特别喜欢这种风格。

I love that look.

但在我心里，我其实一直在想时尚这件事。

But deep down in my brain, I'm thinking about fashion.

表面上看不出来，可我心里头确实一直惦记着。

But, like, on the outside, it doesn't look like I am, but it's in there in my brain.

对吧？

Right?

所以我特别想聊聊这个，给你们分享一些穿搭建议，讲讲我的经历，全都说说。

So I'm excited to talk about it, give you guys some tips, tell you guys some stories, do it all.

那咱们就开始吧。

So let's get into it.

我的时尚之旅，其实从上幼儿园的时候就开始了。

So my fashion journey began as a preschooler.

说来挺有意思的。

Funny story.

那时候我不去托儿所，每天都去奶奶家。

I used to instead of going to daycare, I would go to my grandma's house.

这种情况持续了好几年。

That was for a few years.

每天父母上班时，我就和表弟凯西待在奶奶家，三个人一起消磨时光。

So I was at my grandma's house every day with my cousin Casey, and we would just hang out together with my grandma while my parents were at work.

其实那段日子挺好的，是我最珍贵的回忆之一。

And it was great, actually, some of my best memories.

虽然那时候我太小了，记不清太多事，就记得在她阳台尿尿，然后满屋子跑，身上沾满泥巴和脏东西。

Although I was so young, I don't really know if I can remember much except for, like, peeing on her balcony and then running around the house with dirt and shit.

反正我就记得这些，但总觉得那段时光特别美好。

Like, that's all I remember, but I feel like it was a good memory.

我奶奶有个邻居，我不太记得他是不是时尚设计师，还是高档商店的员工，但他总会给奶奶一些特别时髦的幼儿服装。

Anyway, so my grandma had a neighbor who I don't remember if he was, like, a fashion designer or if he was an employee at a nicer store, but he used to give my grandma, like, toddler clothes that were super fashionable.

想象一下，全套香奈儿秀场同款，但尺寸是给幼儿穿的。

So, like, imagine, like, a full Chanel runway outfit, but for toddlers.

明白吧？

Okay?

所以这个大叔会把那种搭配好的衣服送给我奶奶，然后转手给我和我表弟凯西，我们就穿着那些衣服。

So this guy would give outfits like that to my grandma and then give them to me and my cousin Casey, and we would wear them.

所以我那时候特别爱臭美，虽然我觉得自己那时候脑子可能还没长好，但我就是对这些东西着迷。

So I loved being glamorous at that age, even though I was like I don't even think I had a brain yet, but I was, like, obsessed with that.

我还特别痴迷于在 Chuck E. Cheese 那种地方玩抓娃娃机赢来的廉价首饰。

And I was obsessed with all of the cheap jewelry that you'd win at, like, Chuck E.

就是那个 Chuck E. Cheese 餐厅。

Cheese.

比如说，你去那种像Chuck E. Cheese那样的儿童乐园，

Like, if you went to Chuck E.

如果你攒够了小票，就能换那种游戏币。

Cheese and you, like, got enough little, tickets, you could get, like, a or coins.

具体叫啥来着？

What is it?

反正就是游戏币之类的。

Coin whatever.

管不了那么多了。

Fuck it.

要是攒够了硬币，就能换一个塑料戒指。

If you get enough coins, then you could get, like, a plastic ring.

我老是拿那些塑料戒指戴，戴到它们都发黑了。

I would get those plastic rings, and I'd wear them until they turned black.

明白吗？

Okay?

因为我那时候真的特别迷这些东西。

Because I was, like, so obsessed with all that stuff.

再穿上那些华丽的衣服，感觉自己就像个公主。

And then I'd wear those fancy outfits, and I just felt like a princess.

就这样了。

So that was that.

我就是喜欢打扮，随便吧。

I love dressing up, whatever.

说真的，我奶奶的邻居居然能搞到小孩穿的仿名牌小衣服，这简直像做梦一样。

It's kind of a fever dream, though, that my grandma's neighbor somehow had the connections to get mini fake designer outfits for children.

你真会买这种东西吗？

Like, do you even buy that?

这人到底在哪儿上班啊？

Like, where did this man work?

我完全搞不懂。

I'm so confused.

这衣服到底花了多少钱？

Like, how much did it cost?

我一直在想，这些衣服本身得有多贵。

Like, I wonder how expensive the actual outfits were.

我敢肯定，每件至少五十美元，说不定还更多。

I know for a fact they were at least, like, $50, if not more.

可那才不过是一小块布料而已。

And that's, like, one tiny piece of fabric.

你想想，幼儿身上能有多大面积需要布料呢。

Because if you think about it, toddlers, not a lot of surface area going on.

所以五十美元买一套小衣服，真有点贵了。

So, like, $50 for a little outfit's kind of a lot.

不管怎样，这事儿挺离谱的，但我觉得我對時尚的興趣就是從那會兒開始的。

Anyway, very bizarre, but that's where I think my fashion love started.

後來，小學時候的事兒，我壓根不記得自己穿過啥了。

And then, obviously, you know, elementary school, I don't even remember what I was wearing.

真是怪事一堆。

Weird shit.

我老往考尔士、杰西潘尼那类商店跑，專挑些莫名其妙的衣服往回拿。

Like, I would go to places like Kohl's, JCPenney, all those types of places and just pick up shit that didn't make any sense.

完全沒道理可言。

Like, no sense at all.

說來最離譜的是，小學那會兒我穿的偏偏是最奇怪的，比如帶個小猴子圖案的，或者那種褲腿特別寬、配超大拖鞋的褲子。

Like, the worst thing I could find for some reason, that's what I was wearing in elementary school, stuff with, like, a little, like, monkey on it or, like, little weird flared capris with, like, big flip flops.

我当时到底在想什么啊。

Like, I don't know what I was on.

不过说实话，我觉得那种风格迟早会卷土重来。

Although low key, I feel like that shit's gonna come back.

就是我小学时穿的那种千禧年初的风格，迟早会再火起来，估计再过两三年我就得穿回去了。

Like, that kind of early two thousands style that I was wearing in elementary school, that's gonna come back, and I will be wearing it probably in two years, three years.

所以等它真回来了，我可就真把自己给说中了——现在我还在那儿吐槽它呢。

So once that comes back, I'll literally be jinxing myself because I'm talking shit about it right now.

我小学时穿得可真够土的，而且根本不知道自己在穿什么。

But I looked so lame when I was in elementary school, and I don't think I really knew what I was wearing.

所以这事不提也罢。

So no reason to talk about that.

但真正引起我注意的是初中，因为我搬家了。

But middle school is when it started to be on my radar because I moved towns.

我从一个非常普通、中产阶级、特别平淡的小镇小学，转到了新地方。

So I went from being in a in an elementary school where it was a very normal middle class, just super fucking normal town.

没人特别有钱什么的。

Nobody was, like, extremely wealthy or anything.

就是特别普通。

It was very normal.

然后我和妈妈搬到了另一个城镇。

And then I moved to a different town with my mom.

我爸爸还住在原来那个地方，和妈妈一起。

My dad still lived there with my mom.

所以我跟着妈妈搬过去，那里的氛围完全不一样了——我还是个普通孩子，但镇上很多孩子家里都很有钱。

And so I moved there with my mom, and the energy was quite different because I was still, like, a normal kid, but a lot of the kids in this town were really wealthy.

我开始上学，第一次见到这么多新品牌。

So I start going to school, and I start seeing all these new brands.

那时候是初中。

This is in middle school.

我转到新学校，新城镇，孩子们的生活条件明显更好一些。

So I start going to school, new town, and, you know, the kids are a little bit more wealthy.

我开始看到一些以前从没听说过的品牌，比如Abercrombie、Hollister、Aeropostale，而我平时穿的都是Old Navy这类便宜货。

So I'm starting to see different brands that I'd never seen, Abercrombie, Hollister, you know, Aeropostale, whereas I was wearing probably Old Navy, you know, the more affordable stuff.

那些孩子全都穿着特别贵的衣服。

And all these kids are wearing these these expensive clothes.

这让我特别震惊，因为我刚转学过去时根本不够酷，没穿他们那种时髦牌子。

And it was such a shock for me because I was not cool in middle school when I first moved because I was, like, not wearing the cool brands that they were wearing.

你知道的。

You know?

我根本融不进他们的圈子。

I did not fit in with the squad.

明白吗？

Okay?

我在初中好长时间都没朋友。

Did not have friends for a long time in middle school.

初中是我人生最糟糕的时期。

Middle school is the worst time of my life.

这话可能有争议，但确实是我人生中最糟糕的时期。

Debatable, but the worst time of my life.

我记得我第一件想要的东西就是Abercrombie的牛仔裤。

So I remember the first thing I wanted was Abercrombie jeans.

我当时就想，我必须得有条Abercrombie的牛仔裤。

I was like, I need Abercrombie jeans.

所有那些酷女孩都穿Abercrombie的低腰牛仔裤。

All the cool girls have Abercrombie jeans, low waisted.

赶紧弄一条吧。

Let's get it.

所以我想，可能是圣诞节或者开学前购物的时候，我拼命求我妈。

And so I think for Christmas or something or for back to school shopping, I was like begged my mom.

我说，求你了。

I was like, please.

他们的牛仔裤贵得离谱。

And their jeans are so fucking expensive.

但我就跟妈妈说，你听我说啊。

But I was like, mom, please listen to me.

你听我说。

Listen to me.

我真的需要这条裤子。

I I need these.

我非得要这条裤子。

I need these.

从那时候起，我就开始随大流了，也开始跟着学校里其他人穿得一样。

And that was the first time I started and that's when I started conforming to the masses of my school.

之前我根本没想过要跟别人一样。

It was like, prior to that, I wasn't really thinking about conforming.

到了初中，我才意识到不对劲。

But then in middle school, it was oh, no.

我买了Abercrombie的牛仔裤，还买了Hollister的衣服。

I'm getting the Abercrombie jeans, and I'm getting the fucking Hollister.

我去Hollister的折扣店，就在Abercrombie折扣店旁边，因为他们有那些衣服，简直太棒了。

I'm going to the Hollister outlet in the Abercrombie outlet because they have those, and it was amazing.

那时候这简直就是我的秘密武器，因为没人知道去折扣店买，但价格便宜太多了。

It was the plug when I was younger because it was like nobody knew from the outlet, but it was way cheaper.

所以我买的是和大家一模一样的Abercrombie牛仔裤，但我只要19美元，别人却要花60美元。

So I'd get, like, the same Abercrombie jeans that everybody else had, but I'd get them for $19 and everybody else was paying $60.

折扣店，真是个绝招。

Outlets, huge hack.

但说实话，那时候我根本不愿意去上学，除非穿得和大家一模一样，现在回头想想真的很可悲，但我得说实话。

But, anyway so I, like, was literally not gonna show up to school unless I was fitting in with everybody else, which is really, really sad in retrospect, but I'm being honest.

我可不会装模作样地说，不是这样的。

I'm not gonna act like, no.

我其实也想做自己。

I wanted to be myself.

真他妈的。

Fuck.

没有。

No.

我没那样。

I didn't.

我就想跟初中那些女生一模一样。

I wanted to be every other bitch in middle school.

我一点都不想做自己。

I did not wanna be myself at all.

我就想融入他们。

I wanted to fit in.

如果不是Abercrombie的牛仔裤、Hollister的上衣和Vans鞋，那就是Lululemon的瑜伽裤、黑色The North Face的Denali夹克，再配双Vans或者Converse。

If it wasn't Abercrombie jeans, holster top in Vans, it was Lululemon leggings, black North Face Denali jacket, and some sort of van or Converse.

那就是当时的潮流打扮。

That was the look.

所有人都这么穿。

That's all you wore.

所以啊，每到圣诞节，我就会买齐所有朋友都有那些东西，好让我回学校的时候，看起来跟他们一模一样。

So, like, for Christmas, that was my time where I was like, I'm gonna get everything that all of my friends have so that when I show up to school, I look like a carbon copy of them.

对。

Yes.

就是这么回事。

This is it.

说白了，我那时候在中学根本没把穿衣打扮当回事。

Basically, my point here is in middle school, I didn't even think about fashion as a thing.

我就是拼了命想融入大家。

I was literally just trying to fit in as best as I could.

我根本不在乎自己喜不喜欢穿的衣服。

I didn't care if I liked what I was wearing.

我只在乎是不是跟别人穿得一样。

I just needed to be wearing what everyone else was wearing.

天哪。

Oh my god.

那时候UGG靴子也特别火。

UGG boots was a huge thing back then too.

哦，真丑。

Oh, ew.

不过我确实有双小靴子，就是那种UGG款的。

Although I do have, like, these mini little boots that are, like, UGG boots.

但我挑的都是特别难看的UGG靴子。

I would get, like, the ugly UGG boots, though.

我就选那种高的，能到小腿中间，还带扣子的。

Like, I would get the ones that had, like, the they were the high ones, the ones that went to, like, your mid above your mid calf, and then they had the buttons.

天哪。

Oh lord.

那真是乱七八糟。

It was such a mess.

但我就是喜欢。

But I loved it.

我特别喜欢。

I loved it.

我喜欢自己是群体中的一员。

I loved being a part of something.

我觉得自己真的属于某个团体。

I felt like I was a part of something.

我那时候属于那种初中生的跟风小团体，我可喜欢了。

This middle school basic bitch army that I was in it, and I loved it.

但后来挺遗憾的，我记得有时候会去一些风格不太一样的店。

And it was sad because I remember I would sometimes go to stores that were, like, a little bit different.

比如说，我去过Forever 21，那里款式特别多。

Like, let's say I go to Forever twenty one where there's, like, a broad array of styles.

我看到一些觉得特别酷的东西。

I would see something that I thought was really cool.

我特别被它们吸引。

I was really intrigued by it.

有时候我还会买下来，但穿上它去学校，我就特别没安全感，因为跟那群基本款女孩格格不入。

And sometimes I'd even buy it, but I'd go to school wearing it, and I'd feel so insecure because it wasn't fitting in with the basic bitch army.

所以我总觉得格格不入，一整天都特别不自在。

So I felt so out of place, and I would feel so insecure all day.

回到家后，我真会对自己说：这破衣服我再也不穿了。

And I'd literally go home, and I'd be like, I'm never wearing this shit again.

我浪费了我妈好多钱，看到喜欢的东西就买，结果因为不合群，最后根本没穿过。

And I wasted a lot of my mom's money doing that because I would find shit that I liked, but then I'd never end up wearing it because I it didn't fit in.

这真的挺让人难过的。

And that's really sad.

幸运的是，上高中后我们有校服。

Luckily, in high school, I had uniforms.

所以再也不用操心这些了，一进高中，根本没人在乎穿什么。

So didn't have to worry about that because then the second I got to high school, it was like there was no such thing as fashion.

每周五才有一天可以自由穿搭。

We had one free dress day on Fridays.

每个周五，我们都可以随便穿，我就穿着校服，底下套条运动裤。

Every Friday, we got to wear whatever the fuck we wanted, and I would wear my uniform but with sweatpants under it.

所以对我而言，整个中学都是在女校度过的。

So that was all girls school for me.

这段经历真是一波三折。

It was quite a journey.

我上学从来就没正经打扮过。

I literally never dressed cute for school.

可能刚上高一那会儿，我莫名其妙地想打扮得可爱一点。

Maybe freshman year, I was, like, trying to be trying to be cute for some for no apparent reason.

又没人值得我讨好，真不知道我当时在想什么。

There was no one to impress, so I don't know what I was doing.

但说实话，高中时候我根本不在乎什么时尚。

But, yeah, there was no such thing as fashion for me in high school.

不过我觉得，真正开始在意穿着，是从那时候的周末开始的。

I feel like that's when I started, though, like, on the weekends.

那时候我终于可以穿自己想穿的衣服了。

That was when I would, like, get to dress up and wear whatever I wanted.

因为平时上学，我根本没怎么想过穿什么。

Because clothing wasn't on the front of my mind every day for school.

到了周末，我反而不知道该怎么搭配衣服了。

When it came to the weekends, I kinda didn't really know where to go when it came to putting clothes on my body.

我完全没什么时尚感，天天穿校服，根本没机会锻炼这方面的审美。

I had basically no fashion sense at all because I wasn't strengthening that part of my brain because I literally was wearing a uniform every day.

所以我根本没时间培养自己的穿衣风格。

So I just didn't have time to develop my personal style at all.

但到了高中后期，我开始在心理上和学校脱节，那时候才慢慢对时尚产生了兴趣。

But towards the end of my high school journey, when I started to kinda disconnect mentally from school, I think that's when I started to get more into fashion.

我记得那时候会拉着我爸陪我去拍照，拍下我觉得很酷的穿搭，就想留个记录，营造点氛围什么的。

And I remember I would have my dad go out with me and take Instagram photos of me in these outfits that I thought were cool because I kinda wanted to document them, and I wanted to, like, create a vibe or whatever.

也就是从那时候开始，我开始去逛Brandy、Urban这类店，想把自己的穿搭提升一下。

And that's kinda when I started shopping at, like, Brandy and, like, Urban and, trying to, like, up my game a little bit.

但买衣服的时候我总觉得很愧疚，因为想穿得有品位，就得花不少钱。

But it was hard because I always felt guilty about buying clothes because when you wanna be fashionable, it costs money.

对吧？

Right?

我一直觉得不好意思，因为我自己没挣过钱。

And I always felt bad because I didn't make my own money.

所以我也很难拓展自己的风格，毕竟手头太紧了。

So it was also hard for me to expand myself because I didn't have the money to do it.

我爸妈又不是谷歌的CEO，哪能想买啥就买啥。

And my parents are not the CEO of Google, so it wasn't like I could go out and shop whenever I wanted.

对吧？

Right?

这世界上绝大多数人不都是这样吗？

As it is for most for almost everybody in this fucking world.

所以你得动点脑筋，我也就开始逛二手店了，一次能花一百块淘二十多件衣服。

It's kinda you have to be strategic, which is when I kinda started getting into thrifting because I go to a thrift store, and I'd get 20 pieces for a $100 or more.

我花一百块能买到三十件衣服。

I get, like, 30 pieces for a $100.

从那时起，我才开始有更多空间去尝试不同的搭配。

And that's when I started to be able to experiment more.

后来我开了YouTube频道，这也让我对时尚有了更多新的认识。

And then I started YouTube, which kinda opened my eyes to more fashion shit too.

我一边摸索自己的风格，一边模仿那些我欣赏的人，但又想加入自己的东西，结果有时候反而弄得很别扭，你懂吧？

And then it was just kind of me trying to do my own thing while also kind of imitating what other people were doing that I admired, but also making it my own thing, which ended up making it sometimes not as cute, if that makes sense.

刚开始的时候，我会直接照搬别人的样子。

Like, in the beginning, I would try to imitate what other people were doing.

但因为我不是完全复制，而是加了点自己的风格，结果反而显得有点怪。

But then because I it wasn't an exact replica, it was like Emma's spin on it, it would end up being kinda weird.

因为那时候我还没完全搞清楚该怎么搭配，所以总是差那么一点感觉。

It would miss the mark because I just didn't have it all figured out yet.

但我开始大量做研究，比如翻老杂志，还有在Instagram上，或者任何地方，看那些我欣赏的穿搭风格。

But I just started doing a lot of research, you know, looking at vintage magazines and, you know, just looking at people whose style I admire on Instagram, on fucking anywhere.

只要看到任何能激发时尚灵感的东西，我都会记下来。

Anywhere I could find fashion inspiration, I would, like, take note of it.

有时候我会拍下杂志里的图片。

And, like, sometimes I'd take photos of magazines.

有时候我会把喜欢的内容保存到Instagram的收藏夹里。

Sometimes I would, you know, save things on my Instagram folders.

我还创建了不少Pinterest图板。

I made a bunch of Pinterest boards.

我慢慢开始摸索出自己的穿衣风格和审美，把各种元素融合起来，形成属于自己的样子。

And I just started kind of figuring out my style and my aesthetic with clothes so that I could find a medley of all of that and create my own thing.

经过这么多年不断搭配衣服，我觉得自己总算找到了风格，但其实还在不断调整，它一直在变化。

And through years of putting together outfits time and time again, I kinda feel like I figured out my style now, but I'm still figuring it out, and it evolves constantly.

这大概就是我整个成长过程中与时尚的缘分，现在我真正爱上了它。

But that was kind of my fashion journey throughout my life, and now I kinda found my love for it.

接下来我想聊聊正式场合的穿搭，比如参加活动、毕业舞会、正式晚宴，或者任何正式的场合，像婚礼之类的。

Next, I'm gonna talk about dressing up, like going to an event, going to prom, going to formal, going to fucking anything that's formal, a wedding.

明白吧？

Okay?

我以前特别讨厌穿正装。

I used to loathe, loathe dressing up.

连毕业舞会我都懒得去。

I didn't even wanna go to prom.

我没去毕业舞会，算我赢了。

I never went to prom, so I guess I win.

我真的不想去毕业舞会。

But I did not wanna go to prom.

小时候一想到毕业舞会就头疼，因为得穿裙子，穿裙子让我特别不自在。

I dreaded prom as a kid because I did not wanna have to wear a dress because I feel so uncomfortable in a dress.

我穿裙子的时候，总觉得哪里不对劲。

There's something about me wearing a dress.

就是那种长礼服，特别别扭。

It just like, some sort of gown.

这完全不像我，从来就不像。

It just does not feel like me at all, and it never has.

比如我照镜子，看到自己穿着那种大礼服，心里就想：这谁啊？我根本不认识她，也不喜欢她。

Like, when I look at the mirror in the mirror wearing, like, a big gown of some sort, I just am like, I don't know that bitch, and I don't really like her.

这种感觉特别奇怪，完全不像我，但我也不明白为什么。

It weirdly feels so unlike me, and I don't know why that is.

所以我一直讨厌打扮得正式。

So I always hated dressing up.

连化妆和做头发我都嫌麻烦，说实话，我穿得随意的时候反而觉得自己更好看。

And I even hated getting my makeup done and getting my hair done because, to be honest, I actually feel prettier when I'm dressed down.

比如我只化点淡妆，有时候甚至不化妆，别人在我Instagram照片底下老评论：天啊，你素颜丑爆了。

Like, if I just have light makeup on, actually, even no makeup sometimes, which people love to comment on my Instagram photos and be like, dude, this bitch looks fucking ugly as hell with no makeup.

但我其实更喜欢不化妆的脸，感觉更自在。

But I actually prefer my face sometimes with no makeup because it just feels more comfortable.

对我来说，舒服本身就是一种美，虽然这听起来有点怪。

And to me, comfort is beauty in a weird way.

而且我不是在说我觉得不化妆就好看，那不是重点。

And even though I'm not saying I think I look good without makeup, that's not the point.

重点是我不化妆的时候感觉很自在。

The point is I feel comfortable without makeup.

当我感觉自在，我就觉得安心，不一定漂亮，但有种特别自然的状态。

And when I feel comfortable, I feel safe, and I feel not pretty, but it's like this weird kinda naturalness.

说白了，当你感觉自在，反而会莫名其妙地更有自信。

Like, that that just makes me when you feel comfortable, it makes you feel confident in a weird way.

所以即使我照镜子时也不会说：‘哇，真帅。’

So even though I might not look in the mirror and be like, damn.

比如我额头上那颗痘，今天看起来还挺有魅力——这就是我看到的。

Like, that zit on my forehead looks sexy today because that's what I'm seeing.

因为我感觉自在，所以反而更有自信。

Like, because I feel comfortable, it makes me feel more confident.

奇怪的是，穿上正装、化浓妆、弄好发型，有时候反而让我更看不起自己。

And weirdly enough, wearing dress up clothes and having a bunch of makeup and hair can sometimes actually make me feel worse about myself.

我不太明白为什么会这样，但我猜是因为我对那种打扮不太自在。

And I don't know why that is, but I think it's because I don't feel comfortable with that.

随着长大，我得经常穿正式一点的衣服，慢慢我就学会怎么让这些装扮适合我，让我穿起来舒服，觉得自己很酷，反正就是那种感觉。

As I've grown up, you know, and I've had to dress up for more things, I've learned to kind of make dressing up fit me so that I feel comfortable when I'm dressed up and I feel like I look dope and, like, whatever.

但我就是觉得高跟鞋穿在我身上不好看。

But it's been hard because, like, I don't feel like I look good in high heels.

我感觉自己像个失败者。

I feel like a fucking loser.

我特别不自在。

I feel so weird.

很多人喜欢打扮，有些人还特别期待，可我以前完全没法理解，直到最近我才开始特别在意衣服的款式、穿着的感觉，还有哪些部位该露、哪些该遮，这些怎么影响我的自信。

And I feel like a lot of, you know, a lot of people like dressing up and, you know, some people look forward to it, and I kinda never could relate to that until recently just because now I'm trying to I'm just being very particular about, you know, how it looks and how it makes me feel and, like, what parts of my body are showing versus covered and, like, how that makes me feel confidence wise and whatever.

小时候我就有个怪癖，特别不愿意露出脖子。

Because, like, I had this weird thing when I was a child about showing my neck.

说来奇怪，到现在我还是这样。

Like, weirdly, I still do.

所以我才总穿高领毛衣。

Hence, why I wear turtlenecks so much.

只要一穿露出脖子的衣服，我就莫名地觉得特别脆弱、不安全。

I've always, like, felt really, really vulnerable and insecure for no apparent reason when I wear things that show my neck.

我真不知道这到底是为什么。

I have no fucking idea why that is.

我也不知道是不是因为总觉得有人会突然冲过来勒住我、害我，但其实高领衣服也拦不住啊。

I don't know if it's because I feel like I'm gonna get like, somebody's gonna come up by me and fucking, like, choke and kill me or something, but not like a turtleneck would help.

说不准反而更容易了。

Probably make it easier, actually.

但我也不清楚。

But I don't know.

我一直都觉得露出脖子怪怪的。

I've always felt weird about my neck showing.

所以记得以前打算去参加毕业舞会时，我简直吓坏了。

So I, like, remember when I was thinking about going to prom, I was like, oh my god.

我得找一件让人看不到脖子的裙子。

I need to find a dress where you can't see my neck.

这可太难了。

This is gonna be so tough.

但我真不知道该找什么样的。

I don't know what that is, though.

别的地方我都没这问题，就是脖子让我特别不自在。

Like, I have no other issues like that, but my neck freaks me out.

还有脖子下面、锁骨那块儿，也让我特别别扭。

My neck and, like, my, like, upper chest, like, like, my collarbone area freaks me out.

我不太敢穿露脖子的上衣。

Don't like wearing tops.

我也说不清为啥会这样。

I don't know why that is.

不过现在还好吧。

I mean, it's fine now.

说实话，我现在没那么在意了。

Like, I don't feel like I care as much.

但小时候，这真让我特别困扰。

But when I was younger, that used to freak me out a lot.

我不太清楚刚才扯那么远是为啥，就是想说说，现在我化不化妆都行，穿得舒服，做自己就挺好的。

So I don't really know what the point of that whole tangent was, but I just kinda wanted to talk about how I feel more comfortable with no makeup, comfortable in my clothes, doing my thing.

不过打扮一下也挺有意思的，算是给自己一点特别的时光吧。

But dressing up can be fun, you know, time in a place, I guess.

今天我从推特上收集了好多特别棒的问题。

I have a lot of great questions today, so, that I found on Twitter.

我还没听那些语音留言呢。

I haven't heard the voicemail questions yet.

特别期待。

Very excited.

但我先说短点，好留更多时间给大家提问，因为我更喜欢回答问题，而不是自己一直唠叨——我可是能说个没完的，对吧？

But I'll keep it short so that we can spend a lot of time on questions today because I like questions better for this topic than just me rambling because I can really go on, can I?

接下来我想聊两件事，先说说我是怎么接触到高级时尚，以及它怎么改变了我的审美。

So the last two things I wanna talk about, I'll start with my involvement in, like, higher fashion and how that's evolved my taste.

我很想聊聊这个，因为真的挺有意思的。

I'd love to talk about that because it's just kind of interesting.

以前我完全搞不懂那些秀场潮流，也不明白怎么就能预测下一季流行什么。

I used to never really understand, like, runway trends or, like, you know, how that stuff can predict what's in next season and whatever.

我也一直不明白，那些大牌设计师的设计，怎么就能影响到平价商店里的款式，它们之间到底是什么关系。

I never understood, like, how, you know, the bigger designers can impact, like, stores that are affordable or whatever and, like, how that relationship is.

但如果你留意高级时尚，有时候还真能提前发现一些还没 mainstream 的趋势。

Then how you can kind of if you're paying attention to higher fashion, sometimes you can catch on to a trend before it's mainstream.

不过自从去年我第一次去看路易威登的秀，我才恍然大悟。

But I think that ever since I I went to my first show with Louis Vuitton last year, and that was when I was like, oh, shit.

原来还有这么一个全新的世界。

This is a whole new world.

虽然那些衣服看起来特别抽象，但里面能提取的灵感真的太多了。

Like, you know, even though these outfits are very abstract, you know, there's so many areas of inspo to pull from that.

虽然说吧，这事儿挺表面的。

Even though it's like, okay.

我肯定不会穿着整套秀场造型上街，但你可以看看鞋子，或者上衣和外套的叠穿方式，还有裤子的剪裁。

I'm not gonna walk on the street wearing this full runway outfit, but then you look at, like, the shoes or the way that they layered the top with the jacket or the way that the pants fit.

然后你就能把这些元素悄悄融入自己的穿搭里。

And then you can kind of pull from that in little ways into your style.

你得拆开来看。

Like, you have to kind of break it down.

别盯着整套衣服看，那样啥也学不到。

You can't look at the outfit as a whole because you're not gonna get anything out of that.

如果你在YouTube上看设计师的秀，不管是你喜欢的还是随便哪个设计师的，我反正建议你多看看路易威登的，那是我最爱的。

But if you watch a runway show on YouTube anywhere from a designer that you like or any designer at all for that matter, Obviously, I'd say watch a Louis Vuitton show because I those are my favorite.

看这些秀能学到很多独特的潮流趋势，只要盯着那些吸引你的造型，拆解每个细节，挑出喜欢的部分，慢慢加进自己的风格里。

But if you watch those shows, you can learn a lot about unique trends just from watching those shows and then kind of breaking apart each outfit or the ones that catch your eye and then pulling bits and pieces and then incorporating that into your thing.

我觉得这真的帮了我很多。

And I think that that's actually helped me a lot.

比如上次我看路易威登的秀，有人穿了一件针织背心。

For example, the last Louis Vuitton show I was at, I saw somebody wearing a vest, like a knitted vest.

我以前根本没想过要穿背心，或者类似的东西。

And I had never really considered wearing a vest or, like, whatever.

但从那以后，我已经穿过三四次了，里面搭高领毛衣，或者配衬衫，看起来特别酷。

I have now worn a vest three or four times since and layered it with a turtleneck or layered it with, like, a collared shirt, and it looks dope as fuck.

这灵感其实来自看秀，毕竟我不会穿秀场上那些夸张的全套造型，但我特别喜欢那个背心的设计。

And that's something that I got from watching the runway show because, you know, I wouldn't wear the crazy, flamboyant outfit that they had on the runway, but I like the vest element.

就这么一琢磨，灵感就来了。

And boom, woom, there it is.

所以如果你想找点有艺术感的灵感，其实刷YouTube上的时装秀特别有意思，还能学到不少东西。

So if you guys want some kind of artistic fun inspo, weirdly watching runway shows on YouTube can be really fun, and it can teach you a lot.

这事儿还挺带感的，你看多了就会觉得自己挺懂行的——我特别爱看这些秀，看完还能去Twitter上看看大家怎么评论，聊聊这些设计，特别有意思，眼界也一下子打开了。

And it's actually a cool thing to it's kinda like you feel cool because you're in, like, I love watching all these shows because then, you know, you can go on Twitter and read what people are saying about the shows, and it's really fun to just see the conversation and, like, that can kind of broaden your horizons a lot.

对我自己来说，这真的改变了很多，让我意识到整个时尚圈其实特别抽象，远不止是衣服怎么搭配那么简单。

And I know for me, it totally did because it just made me realize how, like, truly abstract the whole thing is and how it's a lot more than just, like, what you're pairing together.

这就像在营造一种氛围。

It's like trying to create, like, a vibe too.

你其实是想通过穿搭传递一种情绪。

Like, you're trying to create, like, an emotion with your outfit.

听起来可能有点矫情，但我现在真就这么想的。

And I know that sounds deep for nothing, but, like, that's weirdly how I think of it now.

就算我只穿牛仔裤和白T恤，我也希望它能让人感受到某种情绪。

Like, I even if I'm just wearing jeans and a white T shirt, like, I want that to have a feeling when you look at it.

比如，看到它就会想起——哎呀，说不好。

Like, oh, that reminds me of, like, fucking I don't know.

九十年代一个女孩，一大早就跟爸爸去家得宝，挑木头搭树屋。

Like, a girl in the nineties who is going to Home Depot early in the morning with her dad to pick out wood because they're building a tree house.

我一看到这身打扮，脑子里就冒出这种感觉。

That's the vibe that that outfit gives me.

你懂我的意思吧？

You know what I mean?

我希望每一套衣服都能有这种感觉。

I wanna have something like that with every outfit that I wear.

不过现在我身上穿的是棕色工装短裤和圆领衫，说实话，今天这身到底想表达什么我自己也不太清楚。

Although right now, I'm literally wearing brown cargo shorts and a crewneck, so I don't really know what I'm going for today.

我觉得我想要的是一种感觉——我最喜欢的牛仔裤都穿得有点旧了。

I think I'm going for all my favorite jeans are dirty.

而且我就是想穿得舒服点。

So and I wanted to be comfortable.

所以这又是另一回事了。

So that's something else.

在回答问题之前，我想最后聊一聊怎么省钱买衣服。

Last thing I wanna talk about before we do q and a is shopping on a budget.

我之前其实已经提过一点了，但还是再说一遍吧，我特别讨厌在衣服上花大钱。

I already kind of, like, covered this or whatever, but let me tell you, you didn't I I hate spending a lot of money on clothes.

没有什么比在二手店淘到一件特别有味道的单品更让我兴奋的了。

There's nothing that excites me more than, like, finding a cool piece in a thrift store.

这样不仅更有成就感，也独一无二得多。

That's so much more rewarding and so much more unique.

对我来说，我真不太喜欢穿别人也穿的衣服，说不上是自尊心作祟还是别的什么，但我就是想有点不一样。

And I know for me, I have a I don't really like wearing things that I see other people wearing because it just I don't know if it's an ego thing or what it is, but I kinda like to be a little different.

你懂的。

You know?

我不是说我会穿跟别人一模一样的Brandy Melville灰色运动裤，但有时候，能有一件特别的单品，真的挺好的。

I mean, I'm not saying I I wear the same fucking Brandy Melville gray sweatpants that everybody else wears, but, like, sometimes it's nice to, like, have something that's kinda one of a kind.

最近我一直在用Depop。

Recently, I've been using Depop.

真希望这儿能有Depop的广告。

Again, wish this was sponsored by Depop.

我们之前跟Depop合作过一个品牌。

I think we did a brand with deep yeah.

我们以前跟Depop合作过。

We worked with Depop before.