等等…占星术是真的吗？

上面说，你的精力分散在无数方向上，这可能让你显得爱八卦或不可靠。

It says, your energy is scattered in a million directions, which can come off as gossipy or flaky.

有点八卦倾向。

Gossipy a little bit.

我之前就讨论过这个问题。

And I've talked about that before.

我之前讨论过这个。

I've talked about that before.

我确实有点喜欢八卦，这对我来说很难抗拒。

I do love a little gossip, and it's very hard for me.

我真的需要在这方面下功夫改正。

I have to really, really work on that.

就像，我必须极力压制那种想要八卦的欲望和倾向。

Like, I have to really suppress that desire, that inclination to gossip.

不知为何，这种倾向根植在我体内，我必须努力克制它。

Like, it's in me for whatever reason, and I have to push it down.

这说得很准。

That's accurate.

不过说善变，完全不是。

However, flaky, not at all.

我是说，这取决于你怎么理解'善变'这个词。

I mean, it depends on, I guess, how you look at flaky.

比如，我从来不会爽约。

Like, I always show up.

我很少...我几乎从不取消计划。

I never I I very rarely cancel plans.

所以这点对不上号。

So that doesn't resonate.

不过要说善变，或许可以理解为观点上的反复无常。

However, flaky perhaps flaky if we were to look at it as, like, flaky with opinions.

就像因为我爱八卦，可能会对朋友说'我不太喜欢那个人'，但当面又对他们很友善，因为我不想显得没礼貌。

Like, because I'm gossipy, maybe I might, like, say, like, I don't I might say to my friends, like, oh, I don't really like that person and then be really nice to them in person because I just don't wanna be rude.

也许这就是我善变的地方。

Like, maybe that's where the flakiness comes in.

那确实是真的。

That that is true.

但说到计划和出现之类的，我总是说到做到。

But when it comes to plans and showing up and whatever, I am always there.

所以这部分不适用，但也许我在某些方面确实有点善变。

So that doesn't resonate, but, maybe I'm flaky in some ways.

接下来它说，你对世界上所有新颖（即新鲜原创）的事物都持开放态度，因为你总能快速发现它们的优点，并试图将这些新事物展示给他人，让他们也能从中受益。

Next, it says, you're open to all novel, meaning new and original, things in the world because you can quickly see their advantages, and you try to show these novel things to others so that they can also benefit from them.

再次强调，这简直就是在描述我的职业。

Again, that is literally my career.

就像YouTube作为职业曾经非常新鲜独特，但我看到了它的潜力，并坚持追求最终实现了它。

Like, YouTube as a career was very new and very novel, but I saw the potential in it, and I pursued it, and I did it.

这个描述相当准确。

That is pretty spot on.

而且，就像音乐这类东西，我特别喜欢发掘那些可能不太为人所知的新音乐，然后分享给我的朋友们。

But also too, like, with even things like music, like, love finding new music that maybe is less discovered and showing it to my friends.

我真的很喜欢发现那些尚未被发掘的事物，并展示给人们看。

I love I love finding things that have yet to be discovered and to show it to people.

我真心热爱这一点，觉得这非常令人愉悦。

I really love that, and I find that to be very enjoyable.

所以这一点绝对能引起共鸣。

So that definitely resonates.

到目前为止，这个解读非常准确，这真的很有趣。

So far so far, my reading is really accurate, which is really interesting.

接下来它说，你用与生俱来的魅力和活力激励并影响着他人。

Next, it says, you inspire and influence others with your innate charm and vigor.

有人会说我的职业就是当一名有影响力的人。

Some would say that my career is to be my career is is influencing is being an influencer.

所以这听起来确实很准确。

So that definitely sounds about right.

说到与生俱来的魅力和活力，这个我很难评价。

When it comes to innate charm and vigor, I mean, it's hard for me to say that.

我不知道别人是怎么看我的。

I don't know how I'm perceived.

所以，这个你自己判断吧。

So, you know, you can answer that yourself.

我不知道。

I don't know.

我无法客观看待自己。

I don't perceive myself.

我不知道别人对我的真实看法。

I don't know how people really feel about me.

可能在内心深处，人们觉得我毫无魅力。

People could deep down think I am so not charming.

但话说回来，这就是我的工作，所以应该还是有点效果的吧，我猜。

But then again, this is my job, so it must work there must be a little bit of that going on, I guess.

好的。

Okay.

现在这太他妈诡异了。

Now this is so fucking weird.

我该不会要沉迷占星术了吧？

I am I about to be obsessed with astrology?

下一条内容又完美描述了我的特点。

I this next one continues this next point continues to, like, describe me perfectly.

好吧。

Okay.

接下来写着：你具备公开演讲能力和写作天赋，有成为杰出记者或广告创意人的潜质。

It says next, you have a public speaking ability and a writing talent with a predisposition to excel as a great journalist or creative person in the field of advertising.

不过，它说你在任何行业都能表现出色——这话很中听，但我觉得这部分不太可信。

However, there is no field of work in which you would not excel, which is very nice, and I actually don't think that part is true.

肯定有些事情是我做不好的。

There's definitely things I would probably not be good at.

我觉得这有点过于慷慨了。

I don't I don't think that that's a little bit too generous.

我想我用的那些占星应用或网站可能只是想吹捧我，好让我相信它们。

I think I think the apps that I or the websites that I, you know, chose to get my readings from maybe just wanted to, like, gas me up so that I would trust it.

但不得不说它确实具体到让我觉得——比如公开演讲能力和写作才能，这不就是我的工作嘛。

But I will say that it was specific enough that I'm like, oh, that like, public speaking abilities and a writing talent, I mean, that's, again, my job.

我写播客大纲，有时还写YouTube视频脚本。

I write podcast outlines, and I write even sometimes YouTube video outlines.

这就是我的工作。

That's my job.

公开演讲嘛，我觉得视频内容和播客在某种程度上也算公开演讲。

Public speaking, I mean, I would say video content, podcast content is in a way public speaking.

虽然不是站在舞台上，但对着镜头对很多人说话本质上也是相通的。

It's not me on a stage, but it's me talking to a camera to many people in a way like that resonates.

不过我不是记者，这部分就不准了。

I'm not a journalist, so that isn't right.

但我确实一直觉得，随着年龄增长，这逐渐成为一条我未来可能选择的、越来越有趣的道路。

But I do I've always been like, oh, I wish I like, that as I've gotten older, that's become an increasingly more interesting potential avenue that I could go down one day.

谁知道呢？

Who knows?

因为我热爱纪录片。

Because I love, you know, I love documentaries.

我热爱这类东西。

I love things like that.

所以或许有一天我会成为记者。

And so it's like, maybe one day I'm a journalist.

我不知道。

I don't know.

你懂吗？

You know?

有趣的是他们提到这点，但更有趣的是说我在广告领域具有创造力。

Like, that it's very interesting that they said that, but also even more interesting, a creative person in the field of advertising.

我经营着一家咖啡公司，每天都要为这个品牌做市场营销，同时我也与其他品牌合作，为它们进行营销推广，因为这就是这个行业的人赚钱的方式。

I have a coffee company where I work every day on marketing that brand, but also I work with other brands and work on marketing other brands too because that's how, you know, people in this industry make money.

你得通过为品牌打广告来赚钱。

You have to advertise brands to make money.

就是这样，真的。

That's the only that's, like, really it.

这就是这个职业的盈利模式。

That's the monetization of this career.

所以这非常有趣。

So that's very interesting.

好吧。

Okay.

继续吧。

Moving on.

我是说，我现在感觉不太自在。

I mean, I'm uncomfortable right now.

老实说，我现在很不自在。

To be honest, I'm uncomfortable.

但我又觉得这就像是我在自我激励的一集，多亏了占星术。

But I'm also feeling like this is, like, just an episode of me gassing myself up, thanks to astrology.

我确实希望它能在某个时候变得消极一些，因为现在感觉太积极了。

I do hope that it gets negative at some point because, like, it just feels too positive.

但话说回来，也许这只是这些网站用来吸引你的操纵手段。

But, again, maybe that's a manipulation tactic that these websites use to, like, suck you in.

你知道，如果他们把你批得体无完肤——我甚至觉得这是个说法。

You know, if they read you to to filth in a way is that even I feel like that's a saying.

批得体无完肤。

Red to filth.

没错。

Yeah.

确实有这种说法。

That is a saying.

是啊。

Yeah.

如果他们把你批得体无完肤，你肯定不想再看了，因为感觉太糟了。

If they're, like, reading you to filth, you're not gonna wanna go back because it doesn't feel good.

如果他们一直说你好话，你懂的，你肯定会想回来看。

If they're saying nice things about you, you know, you're gonna wanna go back.

所以我也说不准。

So I don't know.

也许只是套路，但我读得挺开心的。

Maybe it's just manipulation, but I'm having fun reading this.

目前看来都非常美好。

It's so far very nice.

好吧。

Okay.

接下来写着：你在创意方面总是闲不住。

Next, it says, you are creatively restless.

你的多才多艺在选择职业时往往成为障碍，因此你需要更长时间来做职业选择。

Your versatility is often an obstacle when you have to choose a career, so it takes you longer to make career choices.

好的。

Okay.

这有点负面。

That's kinda negative.

不过也不尽然。

Not really, though.

我是说，这没那么糟糕。

I mean, it's not that bad.

某种程度上是中性的。

It's kind of neutral.

我会说这是真的吗？

Would I say this is true?

某种程度上是吧。

Somewhat.

我得承认自己确实在创意上难以安定，这确实有时会阻碍我的工作效率。

I would say I'm definitely creatively restless, which I do think does impede my productivity at times.

而且它会妨碍我可能产出更多内容——理论上我能做得更多，但我执着于所做之事必须激发我的创作灵感。

And it gets in the way of me maybe, like, producing content to the extent that maybe I technically could because I'm obsessed with being creatively inspired by what I'm doing.

这种感受和追求反而导致作品不多，因为你总想着自我颠覆，如果你的思维处于这种状态的话。

And that feeling, that goal doesn't produce a lot of work because you're constantly wanting to reinvent yourself if that's where your head's at.

所以这确实毫无疑问地成为了我的障碍。

And so that's definitely gotten in the way for me for sure.

不过说到职业选择，这里提到你做决定需要更长时间。

However, when it comes to making career choices, you know, here it says it takes you longer to make career choices.

微观层面来说我认同这点。

I would say yes on a micro level.

比如我做决定确实更慢——我会非常仔细地思考每个创作，所以可能产出较少，因为决策过程更长。

Like, takes me longer to, like maybe I'm, like, not as I I I really carefully think about everything that I make, and so it maybe I make less because I take a longer time to make decisions.

但从更宏观的职业发展来看，我的直觉其实相当准。

But on a broader scale, I'm pretty intuitive career wise.

所以不是。

So no.

但说实话，当我大声说出来、把想法表达出来时，这确实引起了共鸣。

But this does kinda seem to resonate, honestly, as I'm as I'm speaking about it out loud, and it's out of my head.

是的。

Yeah.

这看起来相当准确。

It does seem pretty accurate.

好的。

Okay.

下一个。

Next.

上面写着：你的举止、幽默感以及解决问题的轻松方式，让他人觉得你有些肤浅。

It says, your manners, humor, and the ease with which you solve problems make you in the eyes of other people a bit shallow.

好的。

Okay.

现在它开始毫不留情地批评我了。

Now it's reading me to filth.

开始了。

Here we go.

这正是我们需要的。

This is what we needed.

这让别人觉得你有点肤浅。

It makes you in the eyes of other people a bit shallow.

但这个假设是错误的，因为你其实非常专注，这让你能取得好成绩。

But this is a wrong assumption because you can concentrate very well, and this enables you to have good results.

有意思。

Interesting.

好吧。

Okay.

所以它刚才把我批得体无完肤，然后突然又像是要收回那句话。

So it kinda read me for filth, and then it was like, wait.

但实际上你还是挺厉害的。

But you're actually still kind of awesome.

太喜欢这样了。

So loving that.

我确实认为这在职场中非常非常真实。

I do think this actually is very, very true in the workplace.

我在职场中非常轻松愉快。

I am so lighthearted in the workplace.

比如和团队开会时，不管怎样，我都是个搞笑的人。

Like, in meetings with my team and, like, whatever, I am a silly goose.

你懂吗？

You know?

我总爱开玩笑。

I'm joking around.

我喜欢保持轻松氛围，但实际上我是A型人格，非常条理分明、注重细节、要求精确。就像，我心里想着，如果能保持会议氛围轻松有趣、随和，但同时也能在过程中说出该说的话，保持真实，有时可能严厉或不叫严厉，而是坚定之类的。

I like to keep it lighthearted, but I actually am very type A, though, and very organized and very particular and very specific and very you know, it's like, in my head, I look at it like, if I can keep the energy of meetings lighthearted and fun and and easygoing, but then in the midst of that, also say what needs to be said and keep it very real and at times maybe harsh or not even harsh, but, like, firm or whatever.

对我来说，我觉得这样能营造更好的情绪氛围。

You know, to me, I'm like, I think that that keeps a better emotional environment.

对吧？

Right?

这样我更容易直接说'不'。

Like, it's easier for me to be like, no.

如果五分钟前我还在开玩笑，气氛融洽，这时候说'这样行不通'会更容易。

This isn't working if five minutes before I was making a joke and we were all good.

就像当我严肃起来说'好了各位'的时候。

Then it's like when I'm like, alright, you guys.

老实说，这样行不通。

To be honest, this isn't working.

我们需要改变这些那些。

We need to change this and that.

我很抱歉。

I'm sorry.

我知道，你看，我保持轻松愉快的氛围，这样事情就能以不让人感觉受到人身攻击的方式被接受。

I know it's like you know, I keep it lighthearted so that things can be received more warmly in in a way that doesn't feel like a personal attack.

所以对我来说，是的，也许在工作场合，这种方式有时可能显得肤浅，但我最终喜欢这样工作，因为我认为这首先让一切变得更有趣，这才是最重要的。

So to me, it's like, yeah, maybe, I guess, in the workplace, it probably does come off as shallow sometimes, but I am ultimately, I like to work in that way because I think it just makes everything, number one, more fun, which is most important.

但其次，它能保持氛围良好，这样工作才能顺利完成。

But number two, it keeps the vibe good so that the work can get done.

你懂我的意思吗？

You know?

我其实觉得这个描述再次非常准确。

I actually think this is really accurate again.

我该不会要开始沉迷占星术了吧？

Am I about to be obsessed with astrology now?

我有点害怕。

I'm scared.

好吧。

Okay.

下一个。

Next.

上面说，你天性不喜欢过分强调自己在工作中付出的努力。

It says, it's not in your nature to lavishly emphasize the effort that you put in your work.

这也非常准确。

That is also very true.

但也是因为我觉得没这个必要。

But also because I don't think there's any reason to.

就像有句话说的，默默工作，等完成了再向大家展示成果之类的。

Like, you know, the sort of the quote that's like, work in silence and then show everyone what you made when it's done or something.

就是要保护工作过程，最后才展示成品。

You're like, protect the work and then show the product.

就那种感觉。

You're like, whatever.

这算是句流行语吧。

That's like a a popular saying.

我百分之百相信这一点，而且我一直主张将工作生活保持一定的私密性。

I believe in that 100%, and I'm all about keeping my work life somewhat to myself.

我是说，我今天已经谈了很多这方面的事。

I mean, I've talked about it a lot today.

但是，是的，我不会到处去讨论这些。

But, yeah, I'm not, like, walking around discussing that.

我觉得没必要。

I don't think it's necessary.

我不会在朋友聚会时和别人聊这些工作话题。

I'm not that's not what I'm chatting about with my friends, with people at parties.

这既不太有趣，也不太必要。

It's just not really interesting, and it's not really necessary.

而且这也不会让别人感到舒服，因为我们多少都会对工作道德这类敏感话题有些不安——也许不是不安，但确实是个容易引起争议的话题。

And it also doesn't make other people feel good because we all are very think everybody's a little bit insecure about not maybe not insecure, but I think work ethic and work in general is a very touchy subject.

嗯，我也不知道。

And, you know, I don't know.

我就是不会过分强调自己在做什么，因为我觉得这并不会让别人感到舒服。

It's just like I'm not gonna lavishly emphasize what I'm working on because I don't really think it makes people feel good.

事实上，我身边最亲近的人多次跟我提过，我很少向生活中的人透露自己的工作进展，以至于当某些重要事情发生时，他们会一脸懵地问：什么时候的事？

In fact, people who are really close to me have brought up to me many times, like, I don't tell people in my life what I'm working on to the point where something will happen that's maybe kind of big, and they'll be like, when what?

比如我最好的朋友、约会对象，甚至有时连我父母都这样——虽然他们平时很关心我的事。

Like, my best friends or, like, guys that I'm dating or, like, even sometimes my parents, although they're really involved.

他们总会惊讶地问：等等，

But they'll be like, wait.

这是什么时候发生的？

Since when did this happen?

所以这确实是事实。

So that definitely is true.

好吧，

Okay.

最后一个双子座特质终于讲完了，这次说得太长了。

In the last Gemini trait, finally, this was long.

它说，在某些持特定观点的人看来，你可能显得肤浅，他们将自身观点的不可改变视为坚守原则的标志，而你却没有任何教条。

It says, you might also seem shallow to people who have certain opinions and see their unchangeability as a sign of their adherence to their principles while you do not have any dogmas.

教条是指在一套特定体系中被视为绝对真理和权威的一套信念，例如宗教、政治意识形态或哲学流派。

Dogmas are a set of beliefs considered absolutely true and authoritative within a particular system such as religion, political ideology, or philosophical school.

就你而言，这不是欺骗性的适应力，而是你能向自己和他人承认错误，并接纳一个因其逻辑而成立的观点的能力。

In your case, it's not deceitful adaptability, but your ability to admit a mistake to yourself and to others and to accept an opinion that is one for its logic.

我现在其实正在恐慌发作。

I'm actually having a panic attack.

我真的要恐慌发作了，因为从来没有比这更准确描述我的了。

I'm actually having a panic attack because nothing has ever described me better.

我没在跟你开玩笑。

I'm not fucking with you.

这简直太准了。

This is so accurate.

我简直觉得，这说的就是我。

I like, this is so true about me.

我思想如此开放，这简直就是在说我。

I am so open minded, and I I am this is so me.

这完全就是我。

This is so me.

确实如此，那些思想可能更僵化的极端人士，往往会认为我某种程度上缺乏主见，就像，你知道的，他们可能觉得我有点肤浅，因为我不愿为任何立场死磕到底。

And it's so true that more extreme people who are more perhaps rigid in their beliefs about things, I think, do tend to see me as somebody who's maybe a bit spineless in a way, like, you know, who doesn't have they maybe find it, like, yeah, a bit shallow in how I am not sort of dying on any hill.

你明白吗？

You know?

因为我不了解所有事，而且我知道自己并非全知全能。

Because I don't know everything, and I know that I don't know everything.

我认为一个人能做的最明智的事情之一，就是时刻意识到自己并非无所不知。

And one of the I think one of the wisest things that you can do is be in touch with the fact that you don't know everything.

所以我真的接纳了这一点。

And so I've really leaned into that.

我觉得我天生就有这种倾向。

I think I have a natural inclination for that.

但随着年龄增长，某种程度上，我不知道，只是对事物形成了更深的信念，我反而更加认同这种态度了。

But as I've gotten older and sort of, I don't know, just developed further beliefs on things, I've even further sort of connected to that.

而且我一直在努力避免形成任何教条式的观念，如果你懂我的意思。

And I continue to strive to not have any dogmas, if you will.

我的意思是，我确实有一套坚定的道德观和价值观。

And, I mean, I I have a strong set of morals and values and stuff.

并不是说我一无所知。

Like, it's not like I don't know.

并不是说我没有主见，而是我能同时保持开放的心态。

It's not like I don't have that, but I can also keep an open mind simultaneously.

所以，再次强调，这描述得非常准确。

So, again, that's very accurate.

我们继续吧，说实话，这是耗时最长的解读，因为这是我的主要星座。

Let's move on because, honestly, like, this was the longest reading because it's my main sign.

这是我儿子的星座。

It's my son's sign.

这就像是主要的一个。

It's, like, the main one.

但我的意思是，很少有不准的地方。

But, I mean, very few things were inaccurate.

我真的不是在试图偏袒什么。

And I really am not trying to like, I am not biased.

我并不希望这个成真。

I don't want, like, this to be true.

我不需要这个成真。

I don't need this to be true.

我在这件事上没有任何利害关系。

I have no I have no skin in the game.

占星术并不是我的热情所在。

I have no like, astrology is not my, like, passion.

你懂吗？

You know?

但我不能撒谎。

But I can't lie.

这非常准确且高度具体。

This was very accurate and hyperspecific.

所以我实际上正在经历恐慌发作，感觉我们都该去研究占星术了。

So I'm actually having a panic attack and feeling like we all need to get into astrology.

就像，这是什么情况？

Like, is this what?

不过我们继续往下读吧。

Let's keep reading, though.

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现在回到节目。

Now back to the episode.

接下来，我们来聊聊我的上升星座，也就是我的上升宫位。

Next, let's talk about my rising sign, also known as my ascendant sign.

在这个分类中我是摩羯座。

I am a Capricorn in this category.

我的上升星座是摩羯座。

My rising sign is Capricorn.

这里说你的上升星座是你展现给别人的面具。

It says here that your ascendant, your rising sign, is the mask that you present to people.

它体现在你的个人风格以及初次见面时给人的印象上。

It can be seen in your personal style and how you come off to people when you first meet.

有人说随着年龄增长，它的重要性会降低。

Some say it becomes less relevant as you get older.

好吧。

Okay.

这里说你严肃、理性，甚至可能有点阴沉。

It says here, you are serious, rational, and perhaps even grave.

好吧。

Okay.

看，现在我开始...现在我...我不知道了。

See, now I'm starting to now I'm now I don't know.

因为我不会说自己给人的印象是严肃、理性甚至阴郁的。

Because I wouldn't say that I'm I come off as serious, rational, and perhaps grave.

我觉得自己其实挺热情的，真的。

Like, I think I'm pretty I'm pretty warm, I think.

我是说，也许远远看去会给人这种感觉。

I mean, maybe from across the room I will say this.

或许远远看去，我确实可能显得严肃、理性又阴郁。

Perhaps from across the room, I might come off as maybe serious, rational, and grave.

就像我小时候可能有点天生的臭脸相。

Like, I think I might have a little bit of a resting bitch face when I was a kid.

必须承认我小时候——很小很小的时候，大概三岁那会儿，脾气特别差。

I will say when I was a kid, like a a very young, young, young kid, like a child, like a a three year old, I was really mean.

那时候我谁都不喜欢。

Like, I didn't like anyone.

这是我父母告诉我的。

My parents told me.

比如，我父母有朋友来家里做客时，我会哭着喊‘滚出去’。

Like, one of my parents would, like, have a friend over at the house, and I would cry and be like, get out.

真的，我没开玩笑。

Like, I'm not kidding.

我当时特别刻薄。

I was really mean.

但这甚至算不上严肃或理性。

But that's not even serious or or rational.

那更像是愤怒。

That's, like, angry.

所以这似乎没什么关联性。

So that doesn't seem to resonate.

我不觉得这能说明问题。

I don't know that that resonates.

唯一有点关联的可能是——我稍微有点天生的臭脸，或者远看有点阴沉。

The only like, the little inkling is is maybe I have a little bit of a resting bitch face or, like, a little bit of a of a tood from afar.

但如果你主动过来和我交谈，我就不会那样。

But if you were to come up to me and talk to me, I am not.

我觉得我有那种气质，可能是因为我独处时比较内省。

I think I just have that vibe because I maybe am sort of introspective when I'm, say, like, alone.

比如我走在街上时，可能会显得严肃或凝重，因为我在思考。

Like, if I'm walking down the street, you know, I might look serious or grave because I'm thinking.

但如果你和我交谈，我想你的第一印象不会是这样。

But then if you were to talk to me, I think your first impression would not be that.

我觉得自己很热情。

I think I'm very warm.

年轻时我也挺热情的，但现在更难做到了。

And when I was younger, I think I was pretty warm back then too, but it's harder.

可能没那么热情了。

Maybe less.

我也不知道。

I don't know.

这感觉并不完全准确。

That doesn't feel completely accurate.

接下来，上面写着：'你以负责任、务实且谨慎的方式做决定。'

Next, it says, you make decisions in a responsible, practical, and prudent way.

我会说我的决策很多时候绝对是负责任的。

I would say my decision making a lot of times is definitely it's definitely responsible.

我认为我会做出负责任的决策。

I would say I make responsible decisions.

我不太清楚'谨慎'具体是什么意思。

I don't really know what prudent means.

所以，我们不妨查一下这个词。

So, like, let's actually look that up.

我感觉这个词的意思可能是犹豫不决。

I feel like that means, like, hesitant maybe.

让我们看看。

Let's see.

谨慎意味着行事或表现出对未来的关心和思考。

Prudent acting with or showing care and thought for the future.

确实如此。

Definitely.

好的。

Okay.

这感觉相当准确。

This feels pretty accurate.

我是说，我确实非常深思熟虑。

I mean, I'm definitely very thoughtful.

我不冲动。

I'm not impulsive.

我绝对务实。

I'm definitely practical.

而且我做决定时会考虑未来。

And I think about the future when I make decisions.

我认为这些都是事实。

I think all of this is true.

那看起来确实如此。

That that seems true.

我确实比大多数人更慎重考虑自己的决定，甚至有时会因此受到身边人的建设性批评。

I definitely think more about the decisions I make more than most, and I've even been criticized or not, like, you know, constructively criticized by people in my life, at times about that.

比如有人说我需要放松一点。

Like, you need to, like, lighten up.

别对每件事都想那么多。

Stop thinking so much about stuff.

但我其实并不完全认同这种批评。

But I actually don't necessarily agree with that criticism.

我觉得对自己的决策能力还挺满意的，不过这确实引起了共鸣。

Like, I think I'm kinda happy with my decision making skills, but that resonates.

下一个。

Next.

好的。

Okay.

现在它又在严厉批评我了。

Now it's reading me for filth again.

它说你的野心可能显得机会主义。

It says your ambitions may come off as opportunistic.

看，我真的需要深入思考这一点，因为这是在说我的负面特质。

See, I really need to dig deep here because this is saying something negative about me.

所以，赞同积极或中性的事情很容易。

So it's like, it's easy to agree with something that is, like, positive or neutral.

但当谈到可能不太好的方面时，就比较困难了。

But when it you know, talking about something that maybe is not is harder.

比如，我必须在这里对自己完全诚实。

Like, I have to really be honest with myself here.

我不认为自己显得机会主义，你知道吗？

I don't think I come off as opportune do you know what?

我现在不会了。

I don't anymore.

但回想年轻时，我确实更功利一些。

But when I look back at when I was younger, I definitely was more opportunistic for sure.

比如，我想变得，你知道，很酷。

Like, I wanted to be, you know, cool.

我想被同龄人接纳。

I wanted to be accepted by my peers.

所以我会和大家穿得一样。

And so, like, I would dress like everybody else.

我会...我也不知道。

I would I don't know.

我觉得自己很多抱负确实带着功利性。

I I think a lot of the things my ambitions were opportunistic.

我想被同龄人接纳。

I wanted to be accepted by my peers.

我想要朋友。

I wanted friends.

我希望人们从心底里觉得我很酷。

I wanted people to think I was cool in a really very visceral way.

我认为这就是机会主义。

And I think that is opportunistic.

但那是我年轻时候的事了。

But that was when I was younger.

我现在不是那样的人了。

I am not like that anymore.

谢天谢地，我已经摆脱了那种状态。

I've thankfully grown out of that.

那样活着太累了。

It's exhausting to live that way.

不过，确实，在初中和高中时，我和大家穿得一样。

But, like, yeah, in middle school and high school, I I dressed like everyone else.

我想去参加派对。

I wanted to go to the parties.

可以说，我确实努力想融入那个酷酷的朋友圈。

I would like, I I tried to be in the cool friend group for sure.

不过谢天谢地那段日子终于结束了，因为一点都不好玩。

Thank god that that era of my life is over, though, because that was not fun.

好吧。

Okay.

所以我觉得这个描述是准确的。

So I guess that's accurate.

接下来，它说你非常专业且勤奋。

Next, it says you're very professional and hardworking.

我确实非常专业且勤奋。

I definitely am very professional and hardworking.

我已经上瘾了。

I am addicted.

说实话，我觉得我有点工作成瘾，这种状态可能不太健康。

Like, I have a I think I'm addicted to working, to be honest, in a way that's probably unhealthy.

我会说，好吧。

I would say, okay.

专业方面，正如我之前说的，我确实会给工作场所带来幽默感。

Professional, I definitely, as I said earlier, bring humor to the workplace.

我不是那种在工作场合特别刻板、面无表情的人。

Like, I'm not super, like, rigid and, like, poker face in work settings.

我有点爱闹着玩。

I'm a bit silly.

所以我不确定自己算不算最专业的。

So I don't know that I'm the most professional.

我喜欢开玩笑，但我要说的是我从不缺席。

Like, I love to goof around, but I will say that I show up.

我总是按时完成任务。

I get things done on time.

我做事很有条理。

I'm organized.

我很有责任心。

I'm responsible.

所以，我是说，在这方面很专业。

So, I mean, professional in that way.

但我在职场上的形象算不上最专业的，因为我有点爱闹。

But, like like, my persona in the workplace is not the most professional, I wouldn't say, because I'm silly.

接下来是说，你运用纪律和自控力来管理自己的精力。

Next, it says, you use discipline and self control to control your energy.

确实如此。

Definitely.

不过我觉得大家都是这样。

I but I think everyone does.

我想或许天性精力较低的人就不一定了。

I guess maybe not if you're somebody who's maybe lower energy by nature.

我觉得我确实精力充沛，有时会让我容易分心，所以我必须非常努力地控制自己的精力。

I think I do have a lot of energy, and it can sometimes get me like, I can get distracted perhaps easily, so I have to really work hard to kinda control my energy.

我绝对是用自律来做到这一点的，所以这感觉是真实的。

And I definitely use discipline to do that, so that feels true.

接下来它说，你必须获得一定的社会声望和认可。

Next, it says, you must achieve some social prestige and recognition.

看，这条也把我剖析得挺透彻的。

See, this one's kinda reading me for filth too.

我现在已经不在乎这些了。

I I don't see, I don't care now at this point.

我年纪大了。

I'm older now.

我已经不再关心那些了。

I don't really care about that anymore.

但我也认为，我选择的职业本身就要求我作为个人要有社会声望和认可。

But I also think too that I've entered into a career where half like, my job is to have social prestige and recognition as a person.

比如，我是个公众人物。

Like, I'm a public figure.

这就是我的工作。

That's my job.

所以，我现在可以轻松地说，哦，我已经不在乎这些了。

So, like, it's easy for me to say now, like, oh, I don't care about it anymore.

就像是，没错，但我已经做到了。

It's like, yeah, but I did that.

那么，谁能说如果我没做到会怎样呢？

So who's to say how I'd feel if I didn't?

甚至在我年轻的时候，我就想成为受欢迎群体的一员。

And even when I was younger, I wanted to be in the popular group.

你知道，我想变得很酷。

You know, I wanted to be cool.

我希望男生们喜欢我。

I wanted boys to like me.

我年轻时真的很想被人喜欢。

Like, I really wanted to be liked when I was younger.

我想上好大学是因为那很体面，而且我还想着必须拿到奖学金。

I wanted to go to a good college because I want because that's prestigious, and I wanted but, also, I was like, I need to get a scholarship.

我对这件事简直着了魔。

Like, I was obsessed with that.

所以，很不幸，我认为这确实是事实。

So, I mean, unfortunately, I do think that that is true.

年轻时这种倾向确实更明显。

It definitely was more true when I was younger.

但现在我的处境，某种程度上可以说正在网络上经历着这种现象的极端版本。

But, also, now my circumstance, it's like I'm experiencing the most extreme version of that in a way, on the Internet.

所以我也说不清。

So I don't know.

最后但同样重要的是，摩羯座上升星座说我非常睿智，这倒不错。

And last but not least, Capricorn rising, it says I'm very wise, which is nice.

我无法确定这一点。

I can't really say that for sure.

我今年24岁。

I'm I'm 24 years old.

我...或许...也许...你知道吗？

I I'm I'm perhaps I'm maybe you know what?

也许我已经达到了我所能达到的智慧程度。

Maybe I'm as wise as I can be.

我不知道。

I don't know.

我在网上看到过有人评论说我很睿智，这非常美好也很慷慨，但我...我不确定。

I mean, I've read comments about me on the Internet that have called me wise before, which is very nice and generous, and I I don't know.

但我也看到过网上有人说我是个彻头彻尾的白痴。

But I've also read comments online that are calling me a fucking imbecile.

你懂吗？

You know?

所以，这很难说。

So it's, like, hard to say.

在网络上，每个人对你都有各种看法。

When you're on the Internet, everybody thinks everything about you.

你懂吗？

You you know?

真相很难找到。

It's, like, hard to find the truth.

而且，你知道，生活中有朋友会来找我寻求建议之类的，这让我觉得自己可能挺明智的。

And, you know, there are friends in my life who come to me for advice and stuff, and that makes me feel like perhaps I'm wise.

但我不确定。

But I don't I don't know.

这个我自己也很难判断。

That that one's hard for me to say.

好吧。

Okay.

接下来，我们聊聊我的月亮星座，它在双子座。

Next, let's discuss my moon, which is in Gemini.

明白吗？

K?

我又是个双子座。

I'm Gemini again.

我非常双子座。

I'm very much Gemini.

我的星盘上双子座出现得很多。

Gemini shows up a lot on my chart.

这里说，你的月亮星座主宰着你的情绪、心境和感受。

Your moon sign, it says here, rules your emotions, moods, and feelings.

这可能是你最认同的星座，因为它反映了你独处或极度放松时的个性。

This is likely the sign that you most think of yourself as since it reflects your personality when you're alone or deeply comfortable.

首先，它说你常常焦躁不安、心绪不宁。

First, it says, you're often restless and unsettled.

你需要一些即兴的变化。

You need changes in spontaneity.

既是也不是。

Yes and no.

我其实很爱规律生活，但在我的规律框架内，我确实渴望即兴的变化，不过要在我可控的规律范围内。

I really love routine, but within my routine, I do crave changes in spontaneity, but within my controlled routine.

所以说是也不是。

So yes and no.

就像，我觉得，就像之前讨论过的，我肯定在创作上总是静不下来。

Like, I think, like I mean, as as discussed earlier, I think I'm constantly creatively restless for sure.

这倒是真的。

That's true.

我觉得我的外在形象方面，比如我的视觉形象、我的外表，我经常对此感到不安分。

I think my identity like, I with my, like, visual identity, like, what I look like, I'm often kind of restless with that.

比如，我喜欢频繁改变造型，频率比大多数人要高。

Like, I like to switch up my look, you know, pretty frequently, I would say more than most people.

说到约会，我觉得自己在这方面通常不会感到不安分。

When it comes to dating, I mean, I feel like I'm not usually restless with that.

我就像个连续约会者，会在一段关系中停留得比应该的更久，因为我喜欢那种稳定感。

I I'm like a serial dater who will stay in a relationship for longer than I should because I I like the, you know, consistency of that.

所以我虽然不常感到不安分，但在那些关系中确实经常感到躁动，这可能正是我喜欢它的部分原因。

So I don't tend to feel but I do often feel restless in those relationships, which maybe is part of the reason why I like it.

我喜欢那种戏剧性。

I like the drama.

就像是，唉。

It's like, ugh.

希望不是这样。

Hopefully not.

但我也确实在移动状态中——以一种奇怪的方式——最能茁壮成长。

But I do also, like, thrive probably the most when I'm, like, on the move in a weird way.

我觉得生命中最有趣的时光就是那些我旅行一个月，到处走走看看的日子。

Like, I think the most fun times in my life are when I'm, like, traveling for a month going and doing this and doing that.

而且还有混乱。

And and there's chaos.

奇怪的是，那可能是我最快乐的时刻。

Like, that's when I'm probably the happiest, actually, weirdly.

虽然我喜欢规律和控制，但我最开心的时刻——或许不是开心，而是感觉最好的时候——是生活充满自发性和不断变化的时候。

Even though I love my routine and the control of that, I think I'm the most happy maybe not happy, but I feel the best when my life is very spontaneous and constantly changing.

但大多数时候我生活的现实并非如此。

But that's not the reality that I exist in most of the time.

所以我不知道该如何看待这件事。

So I don't really know how to feel about that.

这有点对又有点不对。

It's, like, kinda true and kinda not.

我对这一点感到困惑。

I'm confused about that one.

好吧。

Okay.

继续往下说。

Moving on.

接下来写着：安全感来源于思考你的感受并与他人分享，也来源于浪漫、自我表达、创造力和愉悦。

Next, it says safety lies in thinking about your feelings and sharing them with others as well as through romance, self expression, creativity, and pleasure.

好。

K.

我们来分解一下。

Let's break this down.

安全感源于思考你的感受并与他人分享。

Safety lies in thinking about your feelings and sharing them with others.

这绝对正确。

That is absolutely true.

这就是我一直在做的事。

It's all I do.

我时时刻刻都在这么做。

All I do all the time.

我坐下来。

I sit down.

在这个播客里，我和你们分享我的感受。

I talk to you about how I'm feeling on this podcast.

我打电话给家人朋友，不断和他们倾诉我的情绪。

I call up my family, my friends, constantly talking to them about how I'm feeling.

这绝对是真的。

That is absolutely true.

我想这正是我从事这份工作的原因——因为我对此感到无比自在。

And I think that that's why this is my job because I am so comfortable.

当谈论感受时，我处于最舒适的状态，这其实很反常，甚至有点反直觉，毕竟情感是脆弱的。

I'm my most comfortable when I'm talking about my feelings, which is so unusual and, like, kind of counterintuitive because feelings are so vulnerable.

但不知为何，倾诉情感反而让我更自在。

But for some reason, I feel more comfortable when I'm talking about my feelings.

确实如此。

That's very true.

我也通过浪漫、自我表达、创造力和快乐获得安全感。

And I also feel safe through romance, self expression, creativity, and pleasure.

我是说，这也相当真实。

I mean, that's pretty true too.

唯一让我警铃大作的是浪漫。

The only one that's ringing an alarm bell for me is romance.

自我表达、创造力和快乐。

Self expression, creativity, and pleasure.

我是说，靠。

I mean, fuck.

是啊。

Yeah.

这太像我了。

That's so me.

自我表达，热爱时尚，喜欢展现自我。

Self expression, love fashion, love expressing myself.

是的。

Yes.

创造力，没错。

Creativity, yes.

我热爱创造，你知道，当我发挥创造力时感觉特别安心。

I love being creative and and doing you know, I feel very safe when I'm being creative.

至于愉悦感，我觉得当人们做快乐的事情时都会感到安全。

And pleasure, I mean, I think everybody feels safe when they're doing something pleasurable.

这基本上是人之常情。

That's just kind of everyone.

说到浪漫元素，我觉得当身处一段非常安全、舒适、美好且忠诚的恋爱关系中时，感觉棒极了。

The romance element, I'm like, I think when I'm in a really safe, comfortable, beautiful, committed romantic relationship, I feel amazing.

没错。

Yes.

在那样的关系里我感到非常安心。

I feel very safe in that.

但总体来说，我对浪漫并不太热衷。

But romance in general, I'm not super keen on it.

不。

No.

比如，我需要一点时间才能放松下来。

Like, it takes a little bit for me to get comfortable.

所以你知道，有些人真的很喜欢浪漫。

So, you know, some people really love like, they love romance.

他们喜欢性。

They love sex.

就像他们只想活在浪漫的世界里，而我需要非常特定的条件都满足才行。

Like, they just wanna, like they don't they they just love living in a romantic world, and I need very particular variables to be aligned.

否则我就感觉不安全。

Otherwise, I'm not I don't feel safe.

我感觉不舒服。

I don't feel comfortable.

但当我处于合适的浪漫情境时，确实会享受。

But when I'm in the right kind of romantic situation, yes.

不过话说回来，这感觉像是所有人的共性。

But then again, that feels like everyone.

所以这一点我不太确定。

So that one, I'm not so sure about.

其余部分感觉是真实的。

The rest feels true.

接下来它说：你健谈且能轻松熟练地交谈。

Next, it says, you're talkative and speak skillfully with ease.

我是说，我他妈有个对着墙说话的播客节目。

I mean, I have a fucking podcast where I talk to the wall.

你，但终究是面墙。

You, but the wall, ultimately.

我在我的录音室里——其实就是我家里的办公室——独自对着墙说话。

I'm in my recording studio, which is an office in my house, talking to a wall by myself.

这里一个人都没有。

No one's here.

房间里没有制作人。

No producer in the room.

一个人都没有。

No one.

就我自己。

I am by myself.

有只猫在地板上睡觉。

I have a cat sleeping on the floor.

差不多就这样。

That's about it.

所以，是的，我觉得这很有共鸣。

So, yes, I think that resonates.

接下来，它说你适应力极强，这有时会让你觉得被太多方向拉扯。

Next, you are extremely adaptable, which sometimes makes you feel pulled in too many directions.

确实如此。

That is true.

是的。

Yeah.

我觉得特别是在工作方面，比如，我既喜欢处理创意性的事务，同时也热衷于技术性工作，或许还包括那些更枯燥的部分。

I think especially in work in work things, like, I love working on the creative side of things, but then I also love working on, like, the technical side of things, the more boring side of things perhaps.

比如，我也真的很喜欢那些内容。

Like, I also really like that stuff.

但还有太多不同类型的事情我想去做。

But there's also so many different types of things that I wanna do.

比如，我想为它们制作播客节目。

Like, I wanna make podcast episodes of them.

有时我还想制作Instagram短视频，但同时又想拍YouTube视频。

I also wanna, like, make an Instagram reel sometimes, but then I also wanna make a YouTube video.

但接着我又会冒出些奇怪念头，比如想启动一个非常长期的项目。

But then I also wanna like, I'll have, like, a weird idea where I wanna start, like, a really, like, long term project.

然后我还想，比如，我有太多想法了，然后我就会想，哦，我想尝试表演之类的。

And then I also wanna, like, I have so many and then I'm like, oh, I wanna experiment and, like, try acting.

比如，有太多我想做又喜欢做的事情，结果让我感觉被各种可能性拉扯着，反而可能因为这种应接不暇的状态做得更少。

Like, I there's so many things that I wanna do that I like doing that it ends it leaves me feeling I feel pulled in so many different directions by so many things that I would wanna do that I end up doing probably less because I'm overwhelmed by that feeling.

我觉得确实是这样。

I think that's true.

接下来，这里说你容易感到无聊。

Next, it says you're easily bored.

老实说我不这么认为。

I wouldn't say that, to be honest.

以我现在的人生阶段来说，其实很少感到无聊。

I mean, at this point in my life, I don't really ever feel bored.

不过话说回来，我让自己保持非常忙碌的状态。

But then again, I keep myself really busy.

也许正因为容易无聊，我才学会了让自己忙个不停，这样就不常感到无聊了。

Perhaps because I'm easily bored, I've learned to keep myself really busy so that I don't feel bored as often.

所以可能从本质上讲，我觉得我确实容易感到无聊，但我只是非常擅长让自己保持忙碌。

So maybe naturally by nature, I think I probably do get bored easily, but I just am really good at keeping myself busy.

所以这很难说。

So that's it's hard to say.

接下来它说，你需要感到自己可以自由发挥创造力并创造意义，这可能会让你觉得自己处于持续的身份认同危机中。

Next, it says, you need to feel like you are free to be creative and create meaning, which can make you feel like you're in a constant identity crisis.

哇哦。

Woah.

天啊。

Oh my god.

这太准确了。

That is so true.

这太准确了。

That is so true.

我觉得关于这一点不需要再说什么了。

I don't think I need to say anything further about that.

我觉得已经说得够清楚了。

I think it's said enough.

这他妈就是事实。

That's a fucking fact.

行。

K.

接下来它说，你能准确预测一个人的情绪，但不要忽视更深层的情感动机。

Next, it says you can correctly predict the mood of a person, but do not ignore the deeper emotional motives.

这很有趣。

This is interesting.

我不太确定该怎么理解这句话，大概意思是，我能预测一个人的情绪，但也能以某种可能带有操控性的方式利用这一点。

I don't really know what I think what this means is, like, I can predict the mood of a person, but I can also use that to my advantage in a way that maybe could be manipulative.

我大概是这么理解的。

That's kinda how I'm reading this.

这话说到我心坎里了。

That resonates.